i take refuge under my wings

Friday, February 29, 2008

unless you spread your wings. you will never know how high you can fly.

hey pplz.

thx for reading the blog. waha. appreciate it. have not been blogging for like, two days. haha. anw, i hear the colour's affecting how you guys see the words....sorry guys. i cant change that...hmh. guess what? why don't you guys highlight the unseeable portion!!! then VOILA!!! you not BLIND ANYMORE!! hahaha. you can comment on my brilliant genius later.(haha. you are sooooo not eating this crap)

today's february the 29th. wow. four years gone just like that. four years. really helps the memories to flood back. wahaha. today's a special day. :)teehee.

today was wierd. i had this strong urge to kill justin for a book. haha. no la no la. coz he had this super super cool drawing and design book. lol. and justin, being the kind guy, lent me the book!!! yay. wasn't really paying attention in class today. drawing awayyy. haha. i nida get that BOOK!!! ahaha. ohoh, just got an application form for yet another exchange programme. never get tired to them. haha. jap class was fun. marthu crapping as usual haha. lolllie.

watching 'night at the museum' now on star movies. lol. super funny. tmlw, going to hsiaotien's house for MAHJONG!!! haha. no la no la. wakaka.

volleyball was damn damn damn fun. haha. everybody did quite well. YAYNESS. competition in a few weeks!!! gearing up already! oh darn. i nida cut my hair. haha. feihon is still as crazy abt 10.loll. alfino that bastard stopped me from my bus!! ass hole. hehe.

common test results are out. haha. not as well as i thought. haiz. nid pplz to do art and geog with. weehee.

well, that's all for today.

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gene xD

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

hey guys.

changed the blogskin. like it? haha. when you see the character on the skin, you go like, ohh no, manga gain. BUT. i did not choose it coz i'm some cheap manga fanatic that spends $5.50 on bleach comics every week. actually i am. but that's not the point. point is, this skin is not based on any manga fetish. BOHAHA.

feihon hurt his leg today during pe. oh no. 2J's fei1 mao2 tui3 has just fallen. some crappie yr one was blocking him. had to swerve then he fell. so sad. it was like, dam pain for him. but zhiyang, being the good friend, helped him to wash the wound. aw. zhiyang is a good guy. ponned chinese lesson. well, part of it. haha. gave the excuse we were helping up the stairs. haha. but lucky our chinese teacher is one of those kind ones. juz made us greet her again.

science was fun. had experimented with hydrogen peroxide, magnesium (IV) oxide and FRESH LIVER. yes. liver. the living organic tissue. coolness. blood was still dripping. lol. teacher said it had to be fresh. wowness. really cool. got blood all over my hands. lol. and we had to boil the liver and test it agian. guess what. Zhengyu took an extra piece of boiled liver we had and ATE it. stuffed it down his big big mouth. i just looked on in horror and perverted amusement. he said it tasted like chicken. hm. must have been good. haha. what can i say? hungry boys do crazy stuff.

cid was fun. but my shirt got all coloured coz alfino went and used his paint-wet hand to touch me. lol. darn. had to go cca in an orange-yellowish shirt. blahh. darn you alfino! xD

reccess was even cooler. feihon went up and talked to her!! haha. without her, he's like really emo laa. JY feihon! you can do it!

cca was cool. dropping balls over the net. though i feel those balls are not really good. darn.coach wore red shirt. with a red whistle. haha. really...um...cute? haha. waiting for test results!! wahh. really kanchiong...*trembles*i still nida chiong art...haiz.

tmlw is wednesday.the one day i have absolutely no free time. argh. BUT i dun hav remedial tmlw. yay. but i have to teach my bro science. haiz. nvm. its a joy anw. li'l bro's really cute. darn. drums exam tommorrow. i havent practiced! oh no.*fumbles*

haha.thx for listening guys.
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gene x3

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Monday, February 25, 2008

watching her shadow fade into the darkness.

she'll never turn back.never again.
darkness envelopes me.sadness.
as my heart feels the pain.

痛い...心が痛い...
温かい...涙の痕が温かい...
何故?我々分け前の愛は本当でしたでしょう?
なんでもいい。あなたが愛してるね。
わすれないね。

you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
night spills in through the window.
i embrace the darkness.letting go of the hope,
the hope of seeing your face for one more day.
there is no soul without you.

memories of nobody.

dedicated to Lo Fei Hon. thx for introducin this new writing style. his blog is really beautiful. read. this guy really knows his words:

http://fh10-emotions.blogspot.com/

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gene.

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

found this pic. loved it.

genie fell from the sky 10:47 PM

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hey guys.

haven't posted for like 2 days. lotsa things to tell. um, today's sunday. so i went to church,yea. so pastarona's message was serve God with the whole of your heart. yupps.tht's basically that.

sitting in my room, on my bed, with the air con at full blast(sorry, couldn't help myself. promise i'll save electricity some way. or another),stuffing chips into my mouth with one hand, and posting with the other. haha. i'm in heaven. :D

anyways, i'll talk about friday first. friday was cool. my volleyball was in form on friday. yayness. coach praised me lol. SHUANG3!!coz i now know, i'm not really spiking, but tipping the balls over. yayness.shuaishuaishuai!! haha. common tests all over. (well, except history)haha. last year, i like failed history for practically the whole year. lol. i don't know whether to grin or to cry. lol. so i came up with this new verb called "crin". it's a cross between grinning and crying.*crins* xDD

on saturday morning, i felt my history was really pathetic. so i studied with a couple of pros!![yuning & feihon] yayness.these people rock i tell you. they have like, super lots of endurance. they can work for HOURS without stop. while i cant sit still for not long. lol. oh no. i think i have A.D.D! haha. and then joshua goes "welcome to the club".NO LA NO LA. i've gotta stop doing that, i mean, scolding joshua. okay, i'm sorry joshua. no offence. really. NOT.

waha. okay, where was i...oh. about yuning. i tell you, that girl is SCARY. she's like, so fun when she's wif you, but you see her grades, its like, all A1s!~omgomgomg. spooky. makes you kinda wonder how she does it, eh?weel guess what? i've been with her for 5 years, and i still haven't figured it out, but you guys can give it a shot. xD

haha. left early from the study session, so by the time alfino came, i was gone. lol. sorry alfino. haha.

um. ask yall a question. yall reply in the tagboard. do you think i'll make a good boyfriend IF i get a girlfriend? lol. um, 1=yes. 2=no. plz enter your number in the tagboard..LOL. i sound like i'm doing some survey thing. LOL?

urm..nothing else to talk about. haha. um..long live niga higa?

this is gene, signing off.
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:"D

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

hey people!

mugging now.so sian.hope my boredom isn't spreading to you.haha.but you are bored,that's why you're reading this...lol.no.busy, studying pplz read my blogg.yay for nerds.hello nerdos.teehee.

wow.have been super bored with all this mugging and stuffs.so guess what?i took up a new pastime!~and tht is watching adverts on youtube.no, not those super boring i-don't-frigging-want-to-watch-that-sh1t-again-ever-in-my-life-or-i'd-rather-poker-my-eyeballs-out commercials.those commercials that make you go "sinkappoh?is dat a suburb?...ELLO! THIS INDIAA" adverts. adverts that make you ROFLMAO.adverts that make you go "LOL!!".yuppies.and i found, it was uber tons of fun!! jus try to watch commercials on youtube. FUNNY ones. kinda makes one think...if only i was an advert designer.i'd have no worries in the world, make people laugh, AND get my monthly salary!!wowness.here's one that's quite farnny.watch.guaranteed satisfaction.(lol, i sound like some desperate hooker)

anw, enjoy:

moving on. coz today i had no jap class, i had a delicious teriyaki bento wif pals huang, feihon, ben and tzechong.yeayea.lol.tzechong was full so he coudn't help himself, seeing his gd frens all eating such gd food*winks* so he bought an ice kacang!!!lol.kena brainfreeze.poor dude was like, trembling when he was eating.lol.had to help him eat.salute tzechong for your BRAVERY.lol.even when we left the food court ald, he was still shaking!(and his hands were cold~!)

ohoh, we also discussed some cool topics over lunch.LOL.huang was like, imagining if he had like, 10 000 children.lol.it sounds stupid, but to us guys, stupid is just pure entertainment.lol.we went like "if he had twins, his wife would have to shoot all 10 000 during birth!!lol." also, we were like, thinking(okay, maybe 'think' isn't the word.) anw, one of his 3-yr-old children will hear something like "so sorry, your brother has just died of old age" ROFLMAO. coz like, he has 10 000 bros, and like, when he was born, his bro might be like..70 yrs old!! (okay, i bet you're not following)

hmhm.what else?ohoh. how bout i rant?again.tht little evil person(betcha know who) knows some essay question before our teacher even disclosed to us.bet he's gonna ask his bro for help or something just so he can gloat over it when he's announced the top again. well guess wad. nobody cares.you're a dislikeable person all the same.using your brother's language to flaunt doesn't make you a smart person.makes you a loser.lol.sound a bit harsh.darn.i need to care for this boy's feelings.oh wait. he doesn't have feelings.let alone a brain.get a life.

lol.sorry.sounded so evil._____.haha.anyways,my bro is frigging mugging like siao.lol.he's like, doing test papers more than 80% percent of the time i see him. wow. amazed at my bro's incredible patience!! and hard work. i love bro. <33

anw. on to WORLD NEWS!!! SINGAPORE HAD WON THE BID FOR THE YOUTH OLYMPICS!!!! three cheers for S'pore *clap*clap*clapclap*clap* WHOOOOO~.sorry moscow, maybe next time...

well, that's all for this extra long post.

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gene. :)

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

hey.

just came back from volleyball.so i'm really tired.*sighs* lol.today during pe ms chen separated me, feihon and zheeeeeeeeeeyaaang frm the class.she ask us run 4 rounds, while the class had to do INTERVALS of running.xDbut i really should jiayouz on my fitness.ん...フィとナスはよくないと思いますね～...wahh.i'm like lagging on fitness.i mean, i nida do pull-ups and climb walls. lol. i feel like so.....unfit?i cant climb a wall.*skulks*

hmhm.i don't see why some people request forgiveness, while stabbing your back at the same time.hmhm.really don't get it.people only recieve forgiveness. and not force someone to forgive them.go figure joshua.

today's cid was like uber funfunfun.burnt our styrofoam using superglu. lol.some cool chemical reaction. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. stuck leaves on toothpicks for trees. LOL? bored wadd.

moving on.had science theory test today.was a tad harder than i expected.yea.coach said i was lagging.not really in form lately.still have to work harder.chinese test tommorrow.wo3 zai4 mai2 tou2 ku3 du2. *mugs*

have been down in the dumps lately.lol. TT TT

sorry.running out of words.my sun is obscured by worry.but i'll wait.for my worries to clear.i hope you guys will too.

"i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly,

i'll do what it takes to touch the sky

i'll make a wish,

take a chance,

make a change,

and breakaway...

...breakaway..."

in God i trust.
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gene ;]

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Monday, February 18, 2008

hi guys.

lol. i just realise social lives are really hard to maintain.yea.now one more person in the world hates me.*sigh*haiz.kasey's really pissed with me. though i don't really don't know why.ranted about me on her blog.announced to the world to bash me up.and me? well, this is one of the times when i'll need the shadow of my wings the most.god help me.moving on.

anyways.had no jap today, so went to have lunch with a couple of friends at jurong.ate teriyaki chicken ramen.おいしいかった.hm yea. time passes real quickly.waited at the RV bus stop for like an hr. feihon was waiting for a special someone, so was huang. so i was practically waiting for my special someone. the bus driver i guess.

had science practical test today.yays.i studied for it.cant tell you more. or i'll have to kill you.yup.

ohoh,changing class seating tommorrow, sitting beside huang and ben.umum, bye justin, bye junjie.lol.quite sadd.justin's been sitting beside me for about 7 months already. really quite sad.signed my PTA form today. finally.

feeling quite emo for this post. for the first time, here's my emo self.よろしくおねがいします。social life's on the rocks.still searching for inspiration for my drawings.

well, before i sign off,wanna quote something from "Unwritten" by Natasha Beddingfield:

'staring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window,
let the sun illiuminate the words you could not find,
reaching for sommething in the distance,
so close you can almost taste it,
release your inhibitions'

always remember guys, release your inhibitions.spread your wings and soar like eagles.
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gene, signs off.

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

yo guys.

its sunday.that means i had to go to church this morning.i'm christian, take the hint.yea.pastarona preached a lot today.oh yeah, by the way, 'pastarona' is actually my church youth pastor, yup, pastor ronald. funny guy,lol.came up wif the whole 'pastarona' thing.super respect him sia.he's like married,has 2 children(daughters) and yet,he is like, someone 20++?lol. he's super hyper lol.anyways. he preached about bringing a smile to jesus' face.yup.really good.hm... his five main points are :

1.Love

2.Ministry

3.Evangelism

4.Fellowship

5.Discipleship

yup. that pretty much sums it up.yea.

OHOH!~if you don't read this post make sure you read this. made it big so you would read this while scrolling down.anw,i went to the CHINGAY PARADE yesterday! omg. rocked. lol. asia's grandest indeed.me and mum and dad caught the WHOLE THING ON VIDEO. will be uploading. expect.

anw. after church, went wif some cool dudes(gordon & weiyang & yu hern) to tiong bahru, ate lunch, then went to get some birthday present for gordon's frend.yuppies.sae feihon at tiong. wif his mum. seeming pretty lost coz they couldn't find the uniform outlet. lol.

um. felicia's b'dae was on friday. me an some other pplz got her this BIG GORGEOUS GIGANTIC keyboard. she like doesn't even know how to play?! lol. gd to see her happy. :3

anw, blahblah.joshies scored #1 place in class for the recent lang arts test. he was like, pretty much gloating over it. and then pplz go like *rolls eyes* who cares dude?its only one test?and its less than 10%?pffffftts.

its E-learning week for 3rd lang. OMG yays. i enjoy like siao. whooo hooo.but since i pon last week math remedial, i have to stay back for DOUBLE the time. *stabs myself* common tests all next week. screams.

that's it for this sunday.

post,comment,expect.

gene :3

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

hey guys!~

notice that wiggly thing beside "guys"? that means one thing. this guy's in a good mood today. oh yea!!. lol. this is my hyper self.do NOT take anything he says seriously, or u are in for one heck of a disappointment. yea. joshies is apologising. that's, um...rare? anw. me & huang(actually huang) came up wif an idea to make this new video called 'how to be joshua!' yea. so, its still developing but who knows? youtube stars were once normal pplz too. juz like wad matt says, umm, wad : shen2 ye3 shi4 ren2. lol.

ohoh. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY pplz!guess wad, today, i was like randomly eating mentos in a container(those mentos that com in a small bottle) then, i looked in the bottle, coz i like, wanted to see how many left. and guess wad? the remaining mentos in the bottle formed a flower shape!!this might mean something!!omg. cupid has his little cross-targetting-firing-thingy on me!! i'm gonna fall in love!! (like i mentioned, this is my hyper self, so beware of highly exaggerated 'highness')

anw, today before jap class zhengyu spilled milo on yi en.omg. but guess wad..? yi en did NOT flare up!! at all!! she even said sorry when her pinafore accidentally dripped some milo onto zhengyu. omgomg. she has incredible patience, that girl. sweet. but zhengyu did not frigging apologise.he said "okay i will i will" and then, he says doodly-squat!!!

oh yea. that evil person wants me to forgive him...and i'm like....dream oN f*cker. no la. i actually am willing to forgive. problem is, are YOU willing to change, joshie? alfino has got a point there, actually.

enough about grudges. MY BRO WON HIS MATCH AGAINST DE LASA PRIMARY!! that means he's like, the third NATIONAL team!!! omg! gogo nanhua senior volleyballers.!! (my bro's the captain)*grins*lol. i lurve my bro. yayness.

oh yea. came across a wierd but funky name today. the PENGUINATOR. cool. umum. looking forward to the 2J dinner this saturday. whoots. 2J pwns RV. puh-leeze.

oh crapp. geog test tommorrow!! haha. i mugged for it ald. yay. goodbye worries, helloooo A1!!

ohoh. kasey just got her flowers from ruixiong. zomg lol. sweet.

hm. that's all for now.
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gene :3

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

hey pplz.

yays.ppl are reading my blog. erm. that's...good.i think. xD thx for the support guys.um um yea. today's wednesday.wednesday is my busiest day. school, then science project. then math remedial, then drums. then (math)tuition. omg. why does my math hav to suck? omg. why do i even care. lol. truth is, i do care. i care. about my grades.unlike ppl who say they do but don't.but not you guys! you pplz reading my blog are good pplz who mug hard. coz, um, i study. yea. and study pplz hang out together. and, um do they thing they do best. StudY!! so by knowing me, u become a mugger!omg. shit. i hope you're not taking in all this shit. lol

so sorry.my mind's so tired it's mushy. lol...haiz. that's the price to pay for being me. ohoh.valentines day is tommorrow. or rather, in an hour. this is what i have to say, for ppl in love out there, go for it man!(or woman!)love is like a box of chocolates. you never know what's inside.whether its shit or really chocolate. but really.have a good valentines' day ppl. (psst, i've no one... anyone can intro me? :D)

anywayyyyss...tht's all i have to say.thx for listening, um..reading, whatever.

later guys! post, comment, expect.
gene

PS: i think i really nida change the tagboard...hmm...wadda you guys think? xD

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Monday, February 11, 2008

hey guys.

today, a little piece of my heart broke. i gave up on someone. someone i thought i loved. um yea. so, i'll be a free bachelor on valentines'. yup. so much for cupid. well, that naked baby ain't shooting me down. hm yea.

ohoh. here's a small rant about a little evil person i know. well, he's complacent, proud and arrogant. everyone around him is a retard, except of course, himself. he flaunts his language, though it really isn't that impressive. hm. well guess what. i'd like to see the world through your point of view. unfortunately i can't stick my head up my ass that far. well, as to who this person is, i have two words. go figure.

yup. um just had some chinese food at the oh-so-famous Mayim restuarant, lol. hm, maybe not that famous after all. haha. anyways, dinner was pretty good though. yuppz.

erm.. nigahiga has just released his new video "how to be nerd"! so, for all those nerds getting beaten and bullied out there, LEARN the RUNNING SLAP!! lol. go to youtube aand search nigahiga. you'll find the video, unless, of course, you really ARE a nerd, then you'll probably need 'youtube for dummies' or something. lol. i sound blonde. okay.wadever.

my bro is sick..down wif cough, flu and sore-throat. poor boy, suffering like mad. i'll be praying for you, bro. haiz. also lost the volleyball tournament today. really emo lately. haiz. oh no, i'm catching the emo bug. haha. but really, my bro is the best i can ever have(though i've only had one). lol. ViVa La ElvIn(<--his name)!!

hm. that's about it for today. well then guys, flood the tagboard and spam the comments!! [just kidding, if you do that, i will strangle you with your own spleen]

yuppiez. post, comment, expect.
gene, signing off. ;D

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

hey guys. second entry on this blogg. wow. this current skin's really takcy, nida find a nicer one...hmm. anyways, my com is pretty much lagging right now, darn. doing my history homework. coz i'm oh-so guai. xD come to think of it, doing it on the last day isn't really angelic, as it seems. lol.

heard that kasey just gave josh a psp. coz she had two. so we, being the kind, forgiving classmates of josh, blocked him on msn. you're welcome josh.*grins* sorry, had to show my dark side so early... well, you'll be seeing more of him as i go on.

oh,juz went visiting relatives.cny and all. my angbao money is well...i'd say not what i expected.wanted to go hsiaotien's house for mahjong, but decided against it. haiz. last day of holidayy.sianz.tmlw go schl again.

tht's it for now.post,comment,expect. ;)

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